Sunday, July 15, 2007
Viborg Last Days Alanna
The three changes that I have recognized in myself since leaving home that I would like to focus on are confidence, empathy, and a greater understanding of politics.
Confidence
I have noticed that over the last month or so I have developed a greater confidence level in myself and in others. For some reason I have always been hesitant to approach people I don’t know. Whether I need help with directions or just starting up conversation I find it hard to just speak up. Being here, however, has forced me to make conversation with strangers. When you don’t know where you are you have to ask. Just like Allison has stated there is just no way out of it. Being the only native English speaker in my department I found it difficult to adjust to the group. In the beginning all the department members would speak amongst one another in Danish and I would just sit there. My curiosity about the country and culture was what really forced me to speak up. I found myself starting up conversations with co-workers and feeling comfortable talking about myself, my travels, and the issues circling the scientific community and world. Other times in which I noticed my confidence to speak with others were during our travels. Traveling teaches you responsibility and confidence. Arranging trips ahead of time, asking for directions, and mapping out where you need to go all played apart in building my confidence. On another level regarding academics I now have more confidence in myself and my ability to over come difficult tasks. Even if a task seems too hard for you to handle it’s always important to ask questions when you need help, don’t hesitate to tell who you are working with you don’t understand something, and always speak up if your experiment is not going as well as you would like. On this note I would also like to mention how I have built confidence in others. I rarely have to work in groups at school. My department, however, taught me the importance of group work and collaboration. Having confidence in others is vital in science and you can’t always just depend on yourself all the time.
Empathy
In my original application statement I feared that language would be a big hindrance in my stay here in Denmark. For the most part I was proven wrong, however, there were a few instances where I became frustrated because of a lack of communication. On our trip to Copenhagen I encountered a few instances, which made me feel uncomfortable and awkward. For instance, asking to make reservations at a restaurant. Since the owner’s English was not that good she ended up telling me rudely they had no room and just shoved me off and when standing in a line to pay for something the native Danish speaker would be served before me cause I obviously looked like a foreigner. I didn’t really appreciate being treated like that. By no means were these instances a full portrayal of the Danes attitudes and actions, but I did feel some tension being a foreigner in larger city. For the most part most of the people I have meet or encountered have been warm, caring, and amazingly helpful. However, being in a larger city made me think about my own actions and feelings at home. It made me realize that if I didn’t want to be treated like a foreigner who seems ignorant to everything I should not assume that those visiting the U.S. are the same. I can now emphasize with those who come from another country and are visiting the U.S. Even though language can be a barrier sometimes it should never be an excuse to be rude, pushy, or plain ignorant. Being in someone else’s shoes helps one realize how we view one another in the world. I think if more people traveled outside the U.S. we would have a greater understanding of one another’s feelings and concerns. Perhaps less racism would occur if people were just more patient and took time out to understand one another and embrace their differences.
Politics
I will admit that my understanding of world politics is not up to date. Being here has made me realize how out of the loop I really am. I underestimated the amount of concern people outside the U.S. had about our government and the lack of knowledge I have on other country’s governments. I not only have gained a greater understanding of my own country’s politics but of the various issues the European Union has been facing. Understanding how others feel about the U.S. government system helps me reevaluate what works and what doesn’t. I can confidently say I will be walking away with more knowledge about world politics and its effects on the U.S.
Although I have only mentioned three specific changes that I have seen in myself I know there are more. An opportunity like this has shaped me and has significantly changed me for the better.
Saturday, July 14, 2007
From Dean Bohn via Dr. Hurley
What Allison said about being less fearful really resonated with me. I'm in Chicago this weekend for MBA classes. A classmate's son, 16 years old, had to spend his day in the hotel room because his mom, in class with me, was afraid to have him roam Chicago on his own. That is sooooooo sad. Maybe I am naive. Maybe Chicago (all of Chicago) is a really dangerous place. But all I see is fear controlling Americans' daily choices. It is easy to be manipulated if you succumb to fear! How come America is the country with the highest incarceration rate in the industrialized world? I thought the threat of incarceration is supposed deter criminals? Ok, I should really be paying attention to this exam review. Love to talk to you in person when you get back to campus.
Great job, girls, on all levels!
Dean Bohn
Wednesday, July 11, 2007
Wageningen Last Days Allison
After careful consideration, I have come up with three things that I see different in myself.
The first, is learning the ability to approach people and just start a conversation. I hadn't really forced myself to do that in a long time, but coming here and knowing no one, I think it is something that we have all had to relearn. If I hadn't done this, I don't think I would have met the people I did, and a lot of opportunities would have been lost. It helps that the Dutch are generally friendly people who are willing to make new friends. Back home, I sit in class with the same people every week for a semester, and for some reason, never say a word to them. It is strange how people can be so close to people and never actually meet them. It is an attitude where someone thinks because they already have made friends, new ones are unecessary. I hope to not fall back into this habit again when I get home.
The next thing would be allowing myself to take part. I have had many shadowing experiences in the past, and in all of them, I just stood back and watched most of the time. I expected the same here, but the physiology team was willing to show me how. Before I knew it, I was helping out. I was worried at first that I might mess something up because it was my first time and this was real research, but after a few days, it became just like a job for me, and I am really grateful that I was able to take part. I never would have learned as much from just standing and watching.
The final thing I have noticed about myself is something I didn't really notice at all until it was pointed out to me last weekend. I am not afraid anymore. I used to worry about traveling, living alone, and even walking at night. I have gained so much independence here and met so many great people leading lives that I now want to mimic. I really don't mind traveling alone now. I have really gained faith in people, and I understand that bad things do happen, but I can't let myself go on in fear of them or else I will lose out on a lot of great experiences. This is not to say that I will put myself in dangerous situations or that I will not be careful when meeting people, only that I feel like a stronger person.
This program has been wonderful, and I am so glad that I applied. I hope that everything I did and saw here will be useful for others in the future.
I am glad to be heading home soon to see my family and friends, but I will miss Europe and the new friends I have made.
Saturday, July 7, 2007
Wageningen Week 8 Sam
Through talking with many students from Wageningen as well as our supervisor, Rene, I have noticed many common day to day differences in the cultures between the U.S. and the Dutch. Most of these differences are small, but were fairly amusing to me.
Jess-Viborg
I am really going to miss Foulum and all of the nice people that work there. It is a really unique place and I hope that I am lucky enough to be able to own or work in a practice someday that has the same warm feeling and good will that can be found at Foulum.
Yesterday we said our final good byes and left work around 11am to go to Landsskuet with Winnie. Landsskuet is the National Show for all of Denmark. All of the best livestock from around the country go there to compete. It is similar to our state fairs I would say.
I had a great time taking pictures of all of the different breeds of cattle, horses, sheep, goats, chickens, and even rabbits. A lot of the breeds there were exactly the same as the breeds at home, however I found that the confirmation, frame size, and muscling on the beef cattle differed quite greatly from the beef cattle in the U.S.
After we went to Landsskuet, Winnie invited us to have dinner with she and her husband and brother at her home in Oby! It was wonderful! I think both Alanna and I had a great time with Winnie and it was the perfect ending to a perfect working trip while here!
We are going to CPH this Monday until Thursday. It should be great time as well!! I cannot wait to see the Little Mermaid and maybe even the royal jewels as well. Everyone has said that Copenhagen is a wonderful city and that we will surely like it there, but it is very different than Jutland.
I am still not quite ready to go home yet, but I am sure once I have seen Copenhagen I will feel better about going home. We may go to the west coast after we get home next week, but that is all dependent on the inconsistant Denmark weather. It has been raining here everyday at least a little bit for the past three weeks! The sun refuses to come out and shine. So we do not really want to go to the west coast and the beaches if it is just going to be raining.
I will be sure to write again just before leaving and right after returning home to relay what jumps out and grabs my attention when experience the American culture shock!
Tuesday, July 3, 2007
Viborg Week 7 Alanna
Last week I went out to the swine research facility with Birthe, a veterinarian whom I have been working with, to watch an experiment pertaining to piglets and their response to E. coli. This was a great experience for me because it allowed me to see first hand what a research veterinarian does and how they juggle the responsibilities of research.
Every Wednesday Birthe, Jens (a scientist involved with milk studies), Lene (a lab technician), and myself go out to the cattle research center to take blood samples and liver biopsies. It wasn't until last week that I found out Birthe was a veterinarian. The only way I found out was because I noticed that Birthe was the only one doing the liver biopsies. After a few weeks had past I asked her if you needed a special certification to handle biopsies and she told me that usually the veterinarians take it even though many senior scientist have the skills necessary to do it. I only bring this story up because I think there is certainly a level of modesty here compared to the U.S.
On a side note, that is the one thing that I find incredibly interesting. It seems that people in Denmark are not so interested in their titles. Everyone responds and introduces themselves using their first name only. No Mr., Mrs., Ms., or Dr. is ever used. There were several instances in which I did not know how to address my colleagues and I found that odd. It's nice that no one is so caught up in themselves here that they loose sight of their overall purpose.
Today I went to the mink farm with Birthe. We looked through the mink that had died in the past few days. She had to make a proper diagnosis for each mink's death. The dissection is really exciting because you never know what you are going to find inside. Most of the minks that we saw today had died from an enlarged cyst. Many of them had enlarged organs, discolorations, and/or some kind of blockage in their system. During the months of May, June, and July mink mortality is very high because the mother often dies of either complications before, during, or after, they give birth to their young, which takes place in May.
Aside from my happenings at Foulum hopefully after next week I will be able to talk more about our travels. Due to weather restrictions and lack of time we've only made a few day trips to cities around Denmark that have been mentioned earlier in our blogs.
Monday, July 2, 2007
Wageningen Week 7 Sam
There were several specific instances in the course that I found really interesting. For example, the day after we finished our observations, we were sitting in lecture to learn about the expectations of our reports. After our professor, Paul Koene, explained that the report was expected to be at least 10 pages in length, without the references or appendices, a girl raised her hand and said, “10 pages in 3 days, that’s impossible, I cannot do that.” Allison and I just kind of looked at each other in awe and in shock. Neither of us could ever imagine speaking out in that way to a professor. We think of it in terms of if a professor says jump, you jump, never do you question something like that. The professor answered in a very well mannered way, explaining that we did indeed have several pages complete already from all of the pre-observation reports we completed and that much of this space includes graphs and charts. It really wasn’t that much to expect, even for us. We mentioned this Rene later in the week and he felt it was something worthwhile and interesting to mention here.
Another point concerns plagiarism. I believe we mentioned before about how the topic was fairly lightly touched on at the beginning of the course, yet I still could not believe people really would do that. Yet the professor did mention that there were a few groups he needed to speak with about it before handing in our reports. We also noticed that even in the presentations we gave earlier in the course, there was only 1 other group that cited all of their information in the presentation. Again, very surprising for us. This topic came up once more when we were helping edit a Polish friend of ours thesis paper, mainly for grammar and word choice at times. I was discussing it with her, not that she had at it, yet she said it really does not matter at all in Poland. I found this all strange since the topic has been beyond enforced to me since I learned to write.
Allison did mention that this course was very different from a typical course here at Wageningen, which is very true from speaking with other students. Yet I believe it is really important that these opportunities are offered. I communicated further with the professor after we finished the course about what the purpose of our particular program is. He was curious if it was to help input a similar course at UIUC. I explained that we do not have the resource of a zoo within 2 hours of campus, but that I hope the ideals of the course structure are influential on professors approaches to their courses. I know this past Spring we (students from ANSC 199, the course where you reflect on your abroad experience) completed an international study campus wide teaching retreat where we were able to speak with professors as well as other influences from campus about our experiences. I know this helped many people that attended and also helped complete our goal of spreading and expanding international experience.
I have I think evidently found how valuable studying abroad can be, which is why it has become a slight addiction that I enjoy so much. I am very pleased to see that the other students are also gaining so much from this experience. I have never known someone to come back from studying abroad and have a negative overall experience. Sure you will face challenges as you are immersed in a different culture, yet I believe we all emerge as different and better people at that.
There were several objectives and aims that I have interpreted for the program. They include; experiencing a different educational system, learning from the differences and differentiating them from our own system, meeting international students and learning about their experiences as well as learning some new material. The intent of completing the objectives and aims listed above fall in sync with the ultimate goal and hope to further internationalize our own Animal Sciences program. Through taking the course and helping with research, we have all been able to easily recognize how beneficial applied learning can be. We have also noticed there is much more group work with a cooperative effort, which helped Allison and I not only learn the material more thoroughly, but much more about ourselves. We do not do much group work at all in most of our courses, therefore we honestly found it very difficult in the beginning to collaborate our ideas. Ultimately, I do not feel my experience here could have been more complete in filling those aims and goals, along with so much more.
Aside from the Netherlands, we did take a lovely trip to Berlin, which I really enjoyed. I feel Allison really accurately described how we both felt about the city, so much history within such a big city. It was nothing like any city I have ever visited and the tours we went on gave us the opportunity to really meet and spend the day with so many different people. The trip also really made me think, as much as we know it all happened, it really hits you that it was not that long ago at all, when you see so many recent pictures. You also constantly think how terrible it all was, how could people ever actually go along with that happening? Yet it made me realize, we are doing nearly the exact same thing, only its happening in Darfur. Yes, in a smaller scale than the Holocaust, but many similarities exist. The sad part is when it is not thrown right in our faces, we fail to realize how big the problem is or was. It’s just hard to process, that no matter how much you feel you know or try to do, there’s always more to be done, more people that need to be helped. I think those were some of the most important realizations I grasped from the weekend.